Friday, 3 April 2009
It's been quite awhile i didn't update my blog
So let's get it started...
Lately i'm in a trouble which mean that have a big fight or argue wif my family
and yea this is because of my relationship with a malay boy.
I know i shouldn't lied toward my parents but i will used to called it white lie.
And so the time has come and i went to my 1st aunt and told her all about us.
I won't feel shy about this matter cause i know i didn't do something wrong having a
relationship with a malay boy its not wrong at all just that, our religion is not the same but we r
still the same cause we are human and i have already heart prepare that they will beat me or
slap me.
i know there is no one will agree us or accept him but some of them are really willing to help me.
But i have try my best and talked to my aunt. She said that it's better not to be so close now with
him till i finish up my study if he still can waiting for me. Reason is because they still think that
we are so young and we dont have a mature thinking. thay all still treat us as a puppy love but
we know our relationship is not a puppy love but it's a mature relationship.
I'm wandering is this the truth she told me. Am i really can be with him after i finish up my
study??
we both are very confident that we will waiting for each other n i did told him all about what my
aunt had told me. Also, i did asked him is he ok if we break up for a few years but he had rejected
me and told me that we keep our relationship n wait till i finish up my study and i'm older abit
then we officially open our relationship and so i agree with him. We both don't want let each
other go cause we both really love each other.
I'm feel so sorry toward him about all these matter but i know he's really understand.
My parent has don't know anythings about him and they just judged him as a " bad person "
that they heard from rumous as well as he is a malay.
Yea... i know some of his friend are doing things which against the law but i'm very sure that he
is not this is because for this 2years+ i had been with him all the time spending our time
in his house watching him playing games, watching movie together n so on...
So now i dont care anymore when the time has come i willautomatically officially open our
relationship. I know and i'm sure that we will be so blissful at the end.
I would like to thanks for all my friends who always pray for us and willingly to help me.
Also, i would like to said sorry to those who has been involved in some cases.
Esp, my 2 girls i'm really so sorry toward you guys...
08:44